Why and How do you appreciate art?

there isn't always an answer to all these silly questions.

I wish I was an art person.
But then again, I'd wish I was something else.

Down to Kokomo.

is actually a song by the beach boys if you still haven't figured that out.

it goes like this,

Aruba, Jamaica, ooo i wanna take you to Bermuda, Bahama, Come on pretty mama, Key Largo Montego, baby why don't we go.lalalalalala.

something along that line. heh.

Anyways, today I discovered that babies have more bones than an adult.
270 to 20something.207?204? something around that figure.

I cannot believe.

I hope i do not sound too rhetoric in my support for Palestine.

It's the hottest topic today, hotter than the golden globe awards, hotter than melted cheese.nevertheless, i have been writing about it long time ago, with very little knowledge of what's really happening.

to cure the hesitation or confusion,here's something useful.

In the book written by Dr Ang Swee Chai, a first hand witness of the ruthless israel-palestine conflict in the 80s, there had been a peace agreement at that time. It involved the evacuation of Palestinian fighters out of Palestine to ensure no attacks were made from Palestine.
Children and Women were left behind.
In their defenseless state, with no warriors to defend them, there was sudden appearance of unidentified men going on a killing spree throughout the area. the massacre killed more then 2500 palestinians, which were all, women and children.

So Dr Ang along with her colleagues tried to put the pieces of puzzle together to figure out who are these unidentified men. The Israelis, were responsible for the death toll, as it was agreed that the state would be under their protection with the evacuation of men. So they claimed that those men were lebanese terorrists or some sort, and the israelis didn't know about the attacks and what not. All the silly idiotic statements were made.

Dr Ang and her colleagues later concluded tht, they were for sure connected with the Israelis in some way as there were no way these men could enter the Palestine borders without Israel's knowledge as The Israels were controlling the borders. in addition, the massacre could have been witnessed from the israeli watch towers around the area, and that means, the israelis saw but did nothing about it. there were too many connection that could link the israels with these men but this failed to enter the news.

Finally, they understood what was happening. Israel tricked the people into agreeing with a ridiculous peace agreement which was in no way helping them even a fraction of how it benefited the israels. they evacuated the men so that the people couldn't defend themselves, and they massacred as many palestinians they could, a process we call ethnic cleansing.

So, if such manipulation were commited 20 years ago, I don't see why we should believe what the Israelis say today at all. Regarding who started the attacks and what not. it's obvious to me how the manipulation has persisted till today, and it would help if you saw it too.

but to our luck, right now, good does triumph evil. despite of the ever increasing death toll, and the poorly equiped victims, israel has yet again failed to capture Gaza after many days of shelling, bombing and shooting.
God is great.

P/s- if you read the condition in which they left the bodies, or even the way they killed the children, you'd cry your heart out, it's soo devastating.
It's as if they were not human, they had no feelings, to them palestinians were just bullet targets in their shooting game.

oh yeah, and Dr Ang Swee Chai is a devoted Christian, Just to share the viewpoint from someone else's eyes.

i love those jeans.

Last night my mum cried.

We were in the kitchen, the maid went out for the weekend, and we were rearranging the mess she made(ironic yeahs). She saw my sister's cereal box, herbal teas, and detox formulas and she started tearing. "these are all sarah's things"

i know you're reading this sister, please be strong in America, we're always here waiting.

Renaissance was Initiated by Islam?

Indeed, the above statement is true. Many other great history that linked the progress of the west and the great influence of Islam in the process has been erased.

The reason behind why the west was so eager to erase traces of Islam from their past is a funny one.

i've concluded from what i've watch in BBC Islam, that, at that period, the west was simply at the lowest of the social structure. when i say this, i mean, they were behind in terms of education, in terms of culture, in terms of systems and structures. they were by nature,manipulative and deceitful, and they continued living their lives in lies they had created just to make them feel superior.

you guys should watch BBC Islam. i think u can get it on youtube.

Get this, this is not just an effort to make myself even prouder of my religion, but it's the revelation of the true world history that has been erased and i'd like to share it with the world so that they would have a clearer understanding and learn more from the real past.

Excerpt of the day

besides being shot dead, people were tortured before being killed. they were beaten brutally, electric wires were tired round limbs, eyes were dug out, women were raped, often more than once, children were dynamited alive. Looking at all the broken bodies, I began to think that those who had died quickly were the lucky ones.

-Dr Ang Swee Chai

On the brutality of Israeli troops on the Palestinians in the 80's which is still going on till today.

From Beirut To Jerusalem.

okayyyy people.whats up whats up.

i'm back. not for good or bad.

firstly, i'm not going to discuss further about my previous post here,because it is too public. but i'm open to share the details personally.

okay now to the important stuff.
I feel that a significant number of people have realised the cruelty of the israelis and are prepared to do something about it. even with such support, israelis still prevail. so the fight must go on.

i have too much to say about this topic, and i do not wish to make my blog a campaign site for palestinians( although i have thought about it). simply because there are so many useful ones online, with more information and details. i will do what i can to help here. as in for now, i strongly recommend this book if you'd really like to know the truth.
it is written by a singaporean doctor who went to palestine herself to help the innocent victims, and found herself changing opinions and perspective on who is actually right and wrong.

title: from Beirut to Jerusalem
author: Dr Ang Swee Chai

so i beg of you, put down those classics, romance and fictions for just a day or two. grab this book, learn about the cruelty that some people are really experiencing. it's just an enlightenment (man i love that word).

Ground zero.all over again.

it's like Dejavu.

it's quite surreal how things can change overnight.
i received a phone call this morning, and i could easily summarize it this way:

Ground zero.
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Mr Ed, doesn't want me to go to Australia. he wants me to go to the best university in America. He wants to meet him on the 2nd of January. He wants me to spend all of my leftover time on my US application.


And i can't help but laugh at my life, for forever being a successful university applicant, but not a university student yet.
there was uk. and then australia. and then i have to just forget about em both, and start with usa.
time is not my concern. i have no problem graduating later or earlier,whatsoever. I've already come up with awesome plans of what am i gonna do with my holidays, if it is prolonged again. travel travel travel.

well in any case, this shouldn't be a surprise to many. it's ainul dammit.noo,i'm not complaining,i'm actually quite eager to start studying, but at the same time, i know i can learn so much with the spare time i might have by traveling.
I don't know what God's plans are, but it seems all wonderful to me. it boggles me because i feel so undeserving of all the goodness.

anyways, i will be needing help from my usa friends. pretty pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee.

p/s-i just needed to tell the world this, so that everyone will understand how my life will be like in the next 6 months or so.

ah my fickle self have done it again.....

i just read the economist and i have tons of things to shareeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
this doesnt count as a post!