Tuesday, February 3, 2009

i used to feel unlucky because i've never won a lucky draw.

but they've never won chances.

I'm high probability after all
people write beautiful things : )

Sunday, February 1, 2009

"Jewish people starved and besieged in the ghettos of Warsaw fought back as freedom fighters. how horrific that such a legacy of opression has now become their own tools for opression. the massive incarceration of the Palestinians people n prisons and ther homes.Starvations and stealing land were all used against the jewish on the past by the nazis. how quickly the holocaust conscience has forgotten the betrayal of sectors of humanity to become th new opressors."

i took this comment written by an american guy from the aljazeera site long time ago. and it speaks volumes. for people like him, who has the rationality to think, they succeed to do so.

for people like me, who is sceptical of the holocaust event, which i've had many readings about how exaggerated and falsified the event was, i just think rationally and succed to see the truth.

why why why

if you find yourself asking, why in the middle of the global economic crisis, are there still people swarming louis vuitton boutiques and sporting fresh new designer clothes everyday, you're not the first.

i shall explain briefly why.

there are a few possibilities and they vary with age.
if you're below 25 and still dependent on parents, read A.
if you're above 25, have a job and living with parents, read B.
if you're above 25 and totally independent, read C.
if you're below 12 years old, you have no business reading this( but who am i to stop u?).


A) i) your parents are in the right employment sector at the moment.
Engineers, Doctors, the president of USA, to name a few of many other secured jobs. These people are not affected because the whole world needs their service regardless how the economy is. therefore, you are one lucky child, as instead of suffering in the midst of the greatest crisis in history, you can benefit from the incredible Sale wherever you shop( all around the world). still, it helps to give to the needy a little/alot, whichever you prefer.

ii)your parents are not ready to tell you /afraid to tell you of their real financial crisis.( if they have any). So you keep on spending like nobody's watching. or they do. Now don't go telling your mum, you read this blog that says they are in a financial trouble. I don't need more trouble.

B)for this age range, if you are feeling the financial distress, it could possibly be because you are your parents' life jacket. you are the one bailing their financial problems.

ii) if you are not feeling it, it's highly possible that you yourself know the answer why. it could be the fact that you don't have mortgage burden, loans, or even groceries expenditure.

C)for this age range, i'm too lazy to think cause, i thnk it's out of my readers age range. except for my sisters:P

keep those questions and feedbacks coming.

p/s-these are purely my analysis, based on facts ofcourse, but may not be applicable to all. some people are just weird.

Friday, January 30, 2009

lets talk economics.

as a passionate participant of this topic, it is inevitable that i think about it most of the time. it is after all, my future(and everyone else's for tht matter).

What we are witnessing today is really the collapse of capitalism as an economic system. It cannot sustain itself because it is full of weaknesses, for instance:

it is a system driven by greed and self interest.
it does not take welfare into consideration.
its engine is creating wants we don't need.

sure the argument for this system is that it creates a healthy competitive environment for producers, and encourages efficiency, but the drawback has a bigger long term effect on the economy.

therefore, once we, the consumers, have no means to get hold of what the capitalists are selling, then the system cannot function anymore. in fact, i would also say once greed is gone( unthinkable), then the system fails itself.
an example is the receding market in Japan. They increase productivity in goods, to stabilise their economy in a legit and wise way, however, no one's buying anymore, and they can't figure out how to get buyers in this condition.

although some of us are very fortunate. do not feel like a damsel in distress and still spend like we just won the lottery*coughs*, but many are losing jobs, many are suicidal over much prolonged poverty.

the era of consumerism is slowly vanishing, but for how long, we cannot be sure. one thing for sure, there is a solution for this. which is to overthrow this system and replace it with something else. what is that something else? right now, i am very certain i know the answer, but my insufficient knowledge about that particular system leaves me no choice but to label this problem with an unknown solution for now.
i do not know how to make this important post more interesting or understandable. but i'll definitely try better and come out with weird metaphores or hiperbole everything for the next global update.

a short and cute economic analysis by:
the greatest asian economist in the making, amartya sen can eat my dust!( give my cockyness some credit)

Thursday, January 29, 2009

the fourth protocol

"it is for this reason that we must undermine faith, eradicate from the minds of the Gentiles(non jews) the very principles of God and Soul, and replace these conceptions by mathematical calculations and material desires"

"The fourth Protocol."

I could relate this to myself. many times i have been distracted and many times they have won me over. but if you ask me why think about it, you're either too ignorant or you have no idea about life.

The thirteenth protocol.

"to prevent them from really thinking out themselves, we shall deflect their attention to amusements, games, pastimes, excitements and people's palaces. such interest will distract their minds completely from questions on which we might be obliged to struggle with them. Becoming less and less accustomed to independent thinking, people will express themselves in unison with us because we alone offer new lines of thought-ofcourse through persons whom they do not consider as in any way connected with us."

-the thirteenth Protocol.

I shivered and shuddered when i read that. There are more than 20 protocols of the Zionists written long before the world war I.

how did i figure this one out?
from book written by henry ford during the world war 1 era.

You can laugh and take these things easily, but i can't. It's time we think.

No comment.

i have lost objectivity in my thoughts which explains the unwittyness. not that i'm sure i was before, or whether the word unwittyness even exists.

vocabulary is for the dictionary, not me.

anyways, i've been conducting various different experiments with myself like most cosmectic companies, only they can't seem to get grip of the whole "animal rights" thing. nevertheless, I am proud to find many interesting foundings.
wait, i'm sorry if this sounds interesting, because the experiments have spiritual and intelectual elements, not fun and hooga hooga sorta thing.
will share when i feel like writing down a lab report.

i've got tons of books to read before i fly,cause i can't bring em all. bummer. excess baggage=trouble.
not if God can help it, put that in mind. And i wasn't sarcastic.
I personally had a momentous experience.

I came back from Egypt bringing 57kg worth of loads.
The weight limit was 20/30 kg, not so sure.
Truthfully, most of the things were my mum's groceries. yes she buys groceries all over the world, from olive oil, to basmati rice and even Bread sticks!. not the imported ones you find in cold storage, the "flewn over by one of us" one.
The thing is, with an excess of 20-30 kilos, i wasn't sure whether i could go on board without burning my pocket( or my mum's for that matter)
suddenly this malaysian came out of nowhere, he was the trade comissioner and he helped me get through everything..without paying a single dime.

I don't wanna take credit for the blessing that was meant for my mum. the only thing i got from it is not being trapped in the cairo airport surrounded by egyptian officers with "corrupted" written all over their faces. Ofcourse, i am very thankful, God has made it easy for me but deep down, you know who the blessing was meant for and you were lucky enough to be part of it.

if you ask me again, who in the world gets away with such excess baggage for free. i'd still be ridiculously doubtful anyone does.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Happy (Belated) Birthday.


in my defense, i did not forget but i just didnt message you.
and i purposely put this here, so that the rest of your sisters who might have forgotten, and somehow opened this page for i don't know what reason( i'm watching you guys ), will be reminded.

Go awesome. not that you're as awesome as me.
Take care, don't worry mum too much by flying off to eastern europe for who knows why.

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY!
see i even put a picture of you demonstrating in london.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

everyday i tell myself, i need to get out, and i will change once i start over. away from unwanted company, wild crowds, and ridiculous expectations.

why do we always wait.