Sunday, May 31, 2009

The logic of those who demand that we stop our resistance is absurd. They absolve the aggressor and occupier - armed with the deadliest weapons of death and destruction - of responsibility, while blaming the victim, prisoner and occupied. Our modest, home-made rockets are our cry of protest to the world. Israel and its American and European sponsors want us to be killed in silence. But die in silence we will not.

Khaled Meshaal

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Quote of the day

Time and money spent in helping men to do more for themselves is far better than mere giving.
- Henry Ford

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Life lesson #57

#57 Put your phone on silent, SOMETIMES.

you might go get some milk at 6 in the morning just to get back to a shrieking alarm tone, and possibly, an aggravated roommate.

Friday, March 27, 2009

life lesson # 56

#56 never put your phone on silent.

instead of being stuck in your room thinking of bernoulli distribution,someone might ajak you go drink smoothie(topjuice!).

Thursday, March 26, 2009

the face would tighten and glimmer with a subtle inward strength that was beautiful beyond words.

anyways, did i tell you how happy i am? when you're happy, you have nothing depressing to write about. but depression is good writing material. people relate to that.i should probably get back to my serious world issues stuff. that's the only thing that keeps this blog readable.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Happy birthday Mum!


although she doesn't read my blog, a person this special deserves a spot.

love you ma.missing you like crazy.
p/s- this is a picture i took during our visit back to our hometown before i departed(no, not died). she was carrying the big stick for her orchids. my grandma said it was useless. but ma never says never.ahahahha.

Monday, March 23, 2009

I'm super

sydney has made me super healthy. good news mum!..and sisters.!

perhaps,my daily intake of ..

celery+carrot+apple+mint+parsley juice, had something to do with it.


i didn't just gross you out right?
it's not as bad as it sounds, really.

ch-ch-ch-cheerios


yes i got my milk safely.and i'm less hungry.aiyah, i posted on the wrong blog.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

i love my bus rides

well the bus driver was really sweet. a lady beyond her retirement age rode the bus, and purchased a ticket for pensioners. the sincere smiling bus driver asked, are you sure you're old enough to get one of this?

her face was lit by a great big smile., looking back at her friends

"oh he's a sweet thing, isn't he." while signaling that she is in fact old enough.

"well, i have to check these things, who knows, you might be 21 or so."

"i feel like singing, shall i sing?" she put her hands together, like a single clap. so excitedly she did so, you could see her screaming inner youthful self exert energy to her retired body, causing a small grounded jump.

have a nice ride.

Friday, March 13, 2009

Sudoku Toilet papers.


no more boredom in the loo?
p/s: i'll try bringing my camera next time

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

i used to feel unlucky because i've never won a lucky draw.

but they've never won chances.

I'm high probability after all
people write beautiful things : )

Sunday, February 1, 2009

"Jewish people starved and besieged in the ghettos of Warsaw fought back as freedom fighters. how horrific that such a legacy of opression has now become their own tools for opression. the massive incarceration of the Palestinians people n prisons and ther homes.Starvations and stealing land were all used against the jewish on the past by the nazis. how quickly the holocaust conscience has forgotten the betrayal of sectors of humanity to become th new opressors."

i took this comment written by an american guy from the aljazeera site long time ago. and it speaks volumes. for people like him, who has the rationality to think, they succeed to do so.

for people like me, who is sceptical of the holocaust event, which i've had many readings about how exaggerated and falsified the event was, i just think rationally and succed to see the truth.

why why why

if you find yourself asking, why in the middle of the global economic crisis, are there still people swarming louis vuitton boutiques and sporting fresh new designer clothes everyday, you're not the first.

i shall explain briefly why.

there are a few possibilities and they vary with age.
if you're below 25 and still dependent on parents, read A.
if you're above 25, have a job and living with parents, read B.
if you're above 25 and totally independent, read C.
if you're below 12 years old, you have no business reading this( but who am i to stop u?).


A) i) your parents are in the right employment sector at the moment.
Engineers, Doctors, the president of USA, to name a few of many other secured jobs. These people are not affected because the whole world needs their service regardless how the economy is. therefore, you are one lucky child, as instead of suffering in the midst of the greatest crisis in history, you can benefit from the incredible Sale wherever you shop( all around the world). still, it helps to give to the needy a little/alot, whichever you prefer.

ii)your parents are not ready to tell you /afraid to tell you of their real financial crisis.( if they have any). So you keep on spending like nobody's watching. or they do. Now don't go telling your mum, you read this blog that says they are in a financial trouble. I don't need more trouble.

B)for this age range, if you are feeling the financial distress, it could possibly be because you are your parents' life jacket. you are the one bailing their financial problems.

ii) if you are not feeling it, it's highly possible that you yourself know the answer why. it could be the fact that you don't have mortgage burden, loans, or even groceries expenditure.

C)for this age range, i'm too lazy to think cause, i thnk it's out of my readers age range. except for my sisters:P

keep those questions and feedbacks coming.

p/s-these are purely my analysis, based on facts ofcourse, but may not be applicable to all. some people are just weird.

Friday, January 30, 2009

lets talk economics.

as a passionate participant of this topic, it is inevitable that i think about it most of the time. it is after all, my future(and everyone else's for tht matter).

What we are witnessing today is really the collapse of capitalism as an economic system. It cannot sustain itself because it is full of weaknesses, for instance:

it is a system driven by greed and self interest.
it does not take welfare into consideration.
its engine is creating wants we don't need.

sure the argument for this system is that it creates a healthy competitive environment for producers, and encourages efficiency, but the drawback has a bigger long term effect on the economy.

therefore, once we, the consumers, have no means to get hold of what the capitalists are selling, then the system cannot function anymore. in fact, i would also say once greed is gone( unthinkable), then the system fails itself.
an example is the receding market in Japan. They increase productivity in goods, to stabilise their economy in a legit and wise way, however, no one's buying anymore, and they can't figure out how to get buyers in this condition.

although some of us are very fortunate. do not feel like a damsel in distress and still spend like we just won the lottery*coughs*, but many are losing jobs, many are suicidal over much prolonged poverty.

the era of consumerism is slowly vanishing, but for how long, we cannot be sure. one thing for sure, there is a solution for this. which is to overthrow this system and replace it with something else. what is that something else? right now, i am very certain i know the answer, but my insufficient knowledge about that particular system leaves me no choice but to label this problem with an unknown solution for now.
i do not know how to make this important post more interesting or understandable. but i'll definitely try better and come out with weird metaphores or hiperbole everything for the next global update.

a short and cute economic analysis by:
the greatest asian economist in the making, amartya sen can eat my dust!( give my cockyness some credit)

Thursday, January 29, 2009

the fourth protocol

"it is for this reason that we must undermine faith, eradicate from the minds of the Gentiles(non jews) the very principles of God and Soul, and replace these conceptions by mathematical calculations and material desires"

"The fourth Protocol."

I could relate this to myself. many times i have been distracted and many times they have won me over. but if you ask me why think about it, you're either too ignorant or you have no idea about life.

The thirteenth protocol.

"to prevent them from really thinking out themselves, we shall deflect their attention to amusements, games, pastimes, excitements and people's palaces. such interest will distract their minds completely from questions on which we might be obliged to struggle with them. Becoming less and less accustomed to independent thinking, people will express themselves in unison with us because we alone offer new lines of thought-ofcourse through persons whom they do not consider as in any way connected with us."

-the thirteenth Protocol.

I shivered and shuddered when i read that. There are more than 20 protocols of the Zionists written long before the world war I.

how did i figure this one out?
from book written by henry ford during the world war 1 era.

You can laugh and take these things easily, but i can't. It's time we think.

No comment.

i have lost objectivity in my thoughts which explains the unwittyness. not that i'm sure i was before, or whether the word unwittyness even exists.

vocabulary is for the dictionary, not me.

anyways, i've been conducting various different experiments with myself like most cosmectic companies, only they can't seem to get grip of the whole "animal rights" thing. nevertheless, I am proud to find many interesting foundings.
wait, i'm sorry if this sounds interesting, because the experiments have spiritual and intelectual elements, not fun and hooga hooga sorta thing.
will share when i feel like writing down a lab report.

i've got tons of books to read before i fly,cause i can't bring em all. bummer. excess baggage=trouble.
not if God can help it, put that in mind. And i wasn't sarcastic.
I personally had a momentous experience.

I came back from Egypt bringing 57kg worth of loads.
The weight limit was 20/30 kg, not so sure.
Truthfully, most of the things were my mum's groceries. yes she buys groceries all over the world, from olive oil, to basmati rice and even Bread sticks!. not the imported ones you find in cold storage, the "flewn over by one of us" one.
The thing is, with an excess of 20-30 kilos, i wasn't sure whether i could go on board without burning my pocket( or my mum's for that matter)
suddenly this malaysian came out of nowhere, he was the trade comissioner and he helped me get through everything..without paying a single dime.

I don't wanna take credit for the blessing that was meant for my mum. the only thing i got from it is not being trapped in the cairo airport surrounded by egyptian officers with "corrupted" written all over their faces. Ofcourse, i am very thankful, God has made it easy for me but deep down, you know who the blessing was meant for and you were lucky enough to be part of it.

if you ask me again, who in the world gets away with such excess baggage for free. i'd still be ridiculously doubtful anyone does.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Happy (Belated) Birthday.


in my defense, i did not forget but i just didnt message you.
and i purposely put this here, so that the rest of your sisters who might have forgotten, and somehow opened this page for i don't know what reason( i'm watching you guys ), will be reminded.

Go awesome. not that you're as awesome as me.
Take care, don't worry mum too much by flying off to eastern europe for who knows why.

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY!
see i even put a picture of you demonstrating in london.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

everyday i tell myself, i need to get out, and i will change once i start over. away from unwanted company, wild crowds, and ridiculous expectations.

why do we always wait.

tha big 2

today i learn something interesting about myself.

that i'm a selfish,conceited, and extravagant 19 year old.ehem 20 this year.

yucks 20?

Why and How do you appreciate art?

there isn't always an answer to all these silly questions.

I wish I was an art person.
But then again, I'd wish I was something else.

Down to Kokomo.

is actually a song by the beach boys if you still haven't figured that out.

it goes like this,

Aruba, Jamaica, ooo i wanna take you to Bermuda, Bahama, Come on pretty mama, Key Largo Montego, baby why don't we go.lalalalalala.

something along that line. heh.

Anyways, today I discovered that babies have more bones than an adult.
270 to 20something.207?204? something around that figure.

Monday, January 12, 2009

I cannot believe.

I hope i do not sound too rhetoric in my support for Palestine.

It's the hottest topic today, hotter than the golden globe awards, hotter than melted cheese.nevertheless, i have been writing about it long time ago, with very little knowledge of what's really happening.

to cure the hesitation or confusion,here's something useful.

In the book written by Dr Ang Swee Chai, a first hand witness of the ruthless israel-palestine conflict in the 80s, there had been a peace agreement at that time. It involved the evacuation of Palestinian fighters out of Palestine to ensure no attacks were made from Palestine.
Children and Women were left behind.
In their defenseless state, with no warriors to defend them, there was sudden appearance of unidentified men going on a killing spree throughout the area. the massacre killed more then 2500 palestinians, which were all, women and children.

So Dr Ang along with her colleagues tried to put the pieces of puzzle together to figure out who are these unidentified men. The Israelis, were responsible for the death toll, as it was agreed that the state would be under their protection with the evacuation of men. So they claimed that those men were lebanese terorrists or some sort, and the israelis didn't know about the attacks and what not. All the silly idiotic statements were made.

Dr Ang and her colleagues later concluded tht, they were for sure connected with the Israelis in some way as there were no way these men could enter the Palestine borders without Israel's knowledge as The Israels were controlling the borders. in addition, the massacre could have been witnessed from the israeli watch towers around the area, and that means, the israelis saw but did nothing about it. there were too many connection that could link the israels with these men but this failed to enter the news.

Finally, they understood what was happening. Israel tricked the people into agreeing with a ridiculous peace agreement which was in no way helping them even a fraction of how it benefited the israels. they evacuated the men so that the people couldn't defend themselves, and they massacred as many palestinians they could, a process we call ethnic cleansing.

So, if such manipulation were commited 20 years ago, I don't see why we should believe what the Israelis say today at all. Regarding who started the attacks and what not. it's obvious to me how the manipulation has persisted till today, and it would help if you saw it too.

but to our luck, right now, good does triumph evil. despite of the ever increasing death toll, and the poorly equiped victims, israel has yet again failed to capture Gaza after many days of shelling, bombing and shooting.
God is great.

P/s- if you read the condition in which they left the bodies, or even the way they killed the children, you'd cry your heart out, it's soo devastating.
It's as if they were not human, they had no feelings, to them palestinians were just bullet targets in their shooting game.

oh yeah, and Dr Ang Swee Chai is a devoted Christian, Just to share the viewpoint from someone else's eyes.
i love those jeans.
Last night my mum cried.

We were in the kitchen, the maid went out for the weekend, and we were rearranging the mess she made(ironic yeahs). She saw my sister's cereal box, herbal teas, and detox formulas and she started tearing. "these are all sarah's things"

i know you're reading this sister, please be strong in America, we're always here waiting.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Renaissance was Initiated by Islam?

Indeed, the above statement is true. Many other great history that linked the progress of the west and the great influence of Islam in the process has been erased.

The reason behind why the west was so eager to erase traces of Islam from their past is a funny one.

i've concluded from what i've watch in BBC Islam, that, at that period, the west was simply at the lowest of the social structure. when i say this, i mean, they were behind in terms of education, in terms of culture, in terms of systems and structures. they were by nature,manipulative and deceitful, and they continued living their lives in lies they had created just to make them feel superior.

you guys should watch BBC Islam. i think u can get it on youtube.

Get this, this is not just an effort to make myself even prouder of my religion, but it's the revelation of the true world history that has been erased and i'd like to share it with the world so that they would have a clearer understanding and learn more from the real past.

Excerpt of the day

besides being shot dead, people were tortured before being killed. they were beaten brutally, electric wires were tired round limbs, eyes were dug out, women were raped, often more than once, children were dynamited alive. Looking at all the broken bodies, I began to think that those who had died quickly were the lucky ones.

-Dr Ang Swee Chai

On the brutality of Israeli troops on the Palestinians in the 80's which is still going on till today.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

From Beirut To Jerusalem.

okayyyy people.whats up whats up.

i'm back. not for good or bad.

firstly, i'm not going to discuss further about my previous post here,because it is too public. but i'm open to share the details personally.

okay now to the important stuff.
I feel that a significant number of people have realised the cruelty of the israelis and are prepared to do something about it. even with such support, israelis still prevail. so the fight must go on.

i have too much to say about this topic, and i do not wish to make my blog a campaign site for palestinians( although i have thought about it). simply because there are so many useful ones online, with more information and details. i will do what i can to help here. as in for now, i strongly recommend this book if you'd really like to know the truth.
it is written by a singaporean doctor who went to palestine herself to help the innocent victims, and found herself changing opinions and perspective on who is actually right and wrong.

title: from Beirut to Jerusalem
author: Dr Ang Swee Chai

so i beg of you, put down those classics, romance and fictions for just a day or two. grab this book, learn about the cruelty that some people are really experiencing. it's just an enlightenment (man i love that word).